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My dog died at around 4:30 this morning. The sun was just rising and I went to pet her goodnight and she was still warm. I keep on thinking back to when we were both just pups... it really hurts. We got her around the year my bro and I were adopted. I keep on crying, I can't stop. I couldn't even cry at my mother's deathbed and now I can't stop. I knew it was coming, I've been expecting it. It doesn't make it hurt any less. I have no one to hug anymore when I feel like this. I feel like I lost a piece of myself... a bright, fluffy, furry faced, moochy, Lassie-luv that I'm never going to see or snuggle or play with again. It kills me.

We're going to see if it's legal with the vet and bury her in the backyard. Summer Solstice is pretty much ruined for me now.

I wish i had drawn her more. I use to all the time. Then I wanted to get good and draw her but i kept putting it off because it felt so *final* and now... I can't draw her now. Not like that.

Shit, life is just so fucking hard. Love. It's so easy to love and so devastating all at the same time. I hate this, I hate *feeling* all the time.

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:iconlilith-dracule:
Death is never easy. I didn'tcry at my grandmother's funeral. But when my dog Jason died, i wept like a baby, because he was always there to comofrt me.
I hope you get better. :hug:
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Losing your dog is one of the hardest things to endure. I don't know if it comforts you at all, but perhaps she felt it was time to go; that she didn't have to be there for you in body anymore. That's really all I can offer, just that and my condolences. I hope one or the other will be useful in some way. ;.;
:iconkuro-musouka:
i know how you feel. my cat died recently, and, i dunno... the feeling itself is almost hard to explain. there are times you, not forget, but its like your mind doesnt register that you wont go home and see them, and then you realise it again. its hard, especially when the pet has been with you all your life (my cat was 17). i hope you feel better, and though i know its not the same as a real hug, i send you plenty over devart. *big hug* i hope you feel better soon.

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i'm so so sorry hunny... I know how it is... I too jus lost my baby bird Kenrein in the night... -sighs- It' so hard to want to do everything to help them.. and know that there's nothing you can... that it's nature taking it's course... It doesn't ease the pain at all... but... hopefully it gives you some piece of mind, that the time you spent with her... and that being apart of your life... most likely made her own life truely fulfilling... and I'm sure she passed on a very happy and content canine....

Our pets often are treasured members of our families... and so become just as important to us as any of our ownn flesh and blood. Their loss is great, but that deep connection insures that she'll always be with you in your heart... her spirit living on in your memory of her...

Know that... trust that....

if you need to talk about this or anything sweety... let me know... i'm here for you....

~Abyss

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*hugs*

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:cling: I'm so sorry. It feels like enormous boulders are crushing you down when you find out someone you love is either dying or dead, it's horrible to feel that way. The best comfort you have is knowing that she was well cared for and loved deeply, and I think that's the best thing you could give any living thing. Just remember that you did everything you could to make her feel loved during her life.

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:hug: I don't know what I would do if my dog died. Watson has always been there, since I was little. Pets are special, you can tell them anything and know they won't think any less of you for whatever you say. That probably didn't help you at all, but I'm here for you if you need it. Ypu've always been so nice to me on devart, and i'm always here for my friends when they need it. I'm sorry for yur loss though... I hope you can feel better soon.

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I'm really sorry to hear that....my bird just died last month and i was hoping he could at least live till i graduate...he's the first pet i've ever had...i know its hard...i really hope it gets better...
the drawing is lovely....
im sorry... :hug: i know its hard...

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AWW! CC IM HERE FOR A HUG! :hug: :glomp:

well im sure nothing anyone says would ever make the pain go away, and i know how ya feel, my cats getting towards the end of her days, but she still acts like shes 2, i pet her dayly and just keep bonding with her, i guess its so hard to let go because we get so used to having them there, we fall in love,bond with them and cant imagine life with out them, but we press on knowing they will some day leave us, and we really dont care about it untill there gone. i know im not going to cry at my famlies deathbeds because i barly know them, but my pets are always with me so im gonna ball my eyes out when there gone. just know your not alone! im here for ya! and im sure your brother would be too. ...were ever he is... yeah i dont know that much... now i feel stupid.

well my plan in life is to stay unbonded with all humans, so i dont have to feel that pain. but i could never do that to animals so it looks like im gonna have that pain with in me for the rest of my life. :hug: we need a hug!

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